crazy little thing called love

sweet, warm, flesh and blood...hmm...yummy! wehehehe!!!

why do we love ba?
so we can have somebody to talk to?
someone who can be there pag gusto natin gumala?
a person na pwedeng manlibre satin?
taong magbibitbit ng gamit mo? ALALAY for short!
eh pano kung di ka nya mahal? would you still love him/her?would you still continue to care for that person? bakit naman hinde?
you didnt love that person para magkaroon ka ng alalay, magkaroon ka ng instant meal dahil libre, taong gagawa ng assignments mo or projects, or taong mahihila mo if you want to go out... if thats what you think about love well sorry
ang BABAW mo!
loving a person doesn't need to have a criteria
na dapat maganda o guwapo,
dapat mabait or understanding,
kasi once you fall inlove you take the risk of accepting dat person
kahit maingay sya matulog, yung hilik ng hilik
kahit matakaw sya o sobrang fat na hindi kayo kasya pag puno ang jeep!
kahit sobrang moody nya na kulang na lang ay sapakin mo sa inis!
yung sobrang selosa/seloso na pati barkada pinagseselosan..badtrip diba?
and yung napaka-arte OA kung baga! o kahit ano pang things that would turn you off...
hirap tlaga magmahal trying to be PERFECT kase gusto mong magtagal pero hindi yun ang sagot sa lahat...
ACCEPTING the real person fully kase if you said na mahal mo sya you dont need to find answers kung bakit mo sya mahal...kase lahat ng tao nagbabago but if you accept that person magbago man sya in the middle of your relationship hindi ka masasaktan kase you know that darating din yun.. tsaka tanggap mo sya ng buo...
mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan dahil wala ng sasaya pa if you let one person feel na MAHAL NA MAHAL mo sya without asking 4 anything in return...
then you can say wow un pla ang LOVE!
Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect.
It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections....
Do you know I exist, just to promise you this, Endlessly to be true to you, And if you answer my prayer, I cross my heart and I'd swear Endlessly to be true to you, And if you'd only see How beautiful you and I would be, endlessly Endlessly
Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at totoo pa rin. Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw.
Masaya magmahal. Malungkot magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero naiintindihan mo.
Walang rason. Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin.
Masakit magmahal. Pero okey lang. Leche, ano ba talaga?!
May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi laude ang standing niya, pero dumating ang panahon, na-in-love din ang hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya ngayon. Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang.
Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig.
Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din niya.
Lahat ng malalakas na tao, humihina.
Ang mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba.
Ang mga walang pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa.
Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ngsagot.
Angmalulungkot, sumasaya.
Nakakatawa talaga.
Lalo na kapag dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh. Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words na"Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang WACHA! Ayan na siya. Nang-aasar. Magpapaasar ka naman.
Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao, ang galing galing mo? Pero 'pag problema mo na yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun ss namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama?
Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng pag-ibig. "Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala.
Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay. Now na!" At hindi lang 'yon. Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos 'pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan. Siya! "Bakit niya 'ko sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok sapader yon at pagbabagsak ng pinto. Hayop talaga.
Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga bagay na nakakatawa 'pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi siya nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na 'ko. Pero wala pa rin akong alam. Hai!!!! Nakakaloka talaga ang pag-ibig!
i've just read it nagustuhan ko, pareho kami ng feelings ng nagsulat neto....

You're inlove with a human being and not with SUPERMAN!!!

A few years back...I was so excited to meet that special someone who will make my life complete. I thought I had it all na kasi except for that someone who will make me forget about my fears and heartaches. Many times...I thought nakilala ko na siya...but many times I realized that hindi pala siya. I don't know kung hindi talaga siya para sa akin or ako lang yung may problema...dahil i just can't get contented with what I have. Masaya lang kasi sa una...then after that, sunod sunod na ang away, kung wala namang away, wala namang
thrill. And I end up getting tired of hoping that tomorrow will make up for today...Finally,I decided that maybe its better to try my luck elsewhere, maybe, someoneelse's love will make me feel complete. Every woman wants a man who will make her feel special...and treat her like she's everything in his life... He's always busy...he doesn't have time for me. He promised to take me out for dinner and movie and then biglang tatawag "B, sorry I can't take you out today, my boss asked me to work tonight, may hinahabol kasing deadline. Nakakahiya naman pag hindi ko pagbibigyan. Hayaan mo I'll make it up to you next time." And it happens all the time. I often end up spending the day crying in my room. "Bakit gan'un,he doesn't care about me...I was looking forward to see him today. Hindiba niya ako namimiss?" Kaya heto ako...I've made up my mind na...I'll give him what he wants...he probably won't miss me anyway. I'm always last sa lahat ng priorities niya. Im not important to him at all. If he can't treat me right, somebody else will! Mahimbing ang tulog niya...when he came home. D man lng niya ako napansin.He gave me a kiss sa cheek and ginulo ang buhok ko...after that dumeretso nasa kuwarto at natulog. I won't wake him up anymore...susulat na lang ako...at parang isang panaginip...pagising niya wala na ako.

Dear Jake,

While you're reading this letter, wala na ako...you probably won't see me again. I won't tell you the details anymore coz alam mo na yun. but i guess you deserve to know why...Lately, I realized that this is not the kind of life that I want for myself..you know that I've been lonely most of my life and I want to share my life with someone who won't take me for granted, who will make me happy every second of my life. Forgive me but I guess, hanggang dito na lng tayo. I just want you to know that I loveyou and I want you to be happy too.

Maan

With tears in my eyes, I left the letter beside him para makita niya paggising niya. And then I looked at him. Ang guwapo guwapo niya...napangiti ako...naaalala ko nung una ko siyang makilala. I met this guy sa school nung college. Ang daming nagkakagusto sa kanya but I don't know what he saw in me at ako ang niligawan niya kahit inaaway ko siya. I was scared of him before, para kasing playboy ang mukha...I was broken hearted at that time and getting hurt again was the last thing I wanted. But then he was persistent and he was really nice to me. At first, our relationship was extraordinary...wala akong masabi. Nobody has ever treated me like that...kaya lang as time went by...we both got busy and despite the fact that we both lived under one roof, we seldom spent time with each other. He buys me anything I want but I dont really need anything...I just need him. But i guess, he changed a lot since the first time we were together, siguro he fell out of love and he just can't tell me...Ba't kasi kailangan pang magbago ang lahat....kaya heto na naman ako, muling mag iisa.I didn't realize, I was staring at him for 3 hours. Gumalaw siya and something fell off his hand---ballpen?! and then I saw a piece of paper sa tabi niya.. I was curious kaya binasa ko and it goes like this...

Dear Maan,

For all the times that I have disappointed you, I'm really sorry. I know I've been out of your sight often and that I always make you feel bad. Im really sorry. I want you to know that even though wala ako sa tabi mo...I'm always thinking about you. You are the reason why I work hard. I want to give you everything in life because you deserve everything and I want you to be happy. Kaya forgive me kung hindi tayo natuloy last week. I had to work double time para matuloy tayo ngayon. I know that you've always wanted to go south sa beach. I can't afford a house by the beach right now but I hope that I've made you happy today. I love you baby. I loveyou more than you'll ever know. Happy Valentines Day!

With lots of love,

Jake

What if hindi ko nakita ang letter na to? I could have committed the greatest mistake of my life, letting go of someone who loves me the way this man does. I will never forgive myself for thinking that he was unfair, that he doesn't care, that he doesn't love me. I couldn't help myself but cry. All the while, I was the one being unfair and selfish and I feel so stupid for failing to see what this man is doing for me. Valentines na pala next week. I havent got anything for him yet...ahh alam ko na, from now on, hindi na ako mangungulit. I can wake up tomorrow and pretend that nothing happened tonight. I placed his letter back under his pillow and I tore mine into pieces. Tapos, niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit. I loveyou, b. I whispered. He wrapped his arms around me at ginulo ang buhok ko (gulat ako) I love you more he told me. And he laughed. He was watching me all the time?! O, tapos na ba ang drama mo? Kanina pa kita hinihintay. And he turned off the lights.:)

Kaya babae, makontento ka, okay? You're in love with a human being and not with superman!!!

Love is not a bed of roses and love is not a bed of nails. It is acombination of sadness and happiness...

kakaiyak...pero totoo...